Friday coms as usual. I should have went to the Changfeng Party together with my friends the day. What a pity that I am down with a bit stomachache. Consequently, the plan was cancelled. I am sorry to behave like it and should apologize to Rabbit and General. If we have another chance, I am sure to cherish the moment of gold----I promise.

These days, many of my friends have got a bad cold---some got a sore throat, some got a runny nose and some one had a headache. Mind U: Take note of the weather change. Don't take off clothes as much as possibl for cooling. I heard a word said by old generation: people should keep warm at the approach of spring. Take care of yourselves, my dear friends.

I always ask myself who am I, in that I hope to know about myself thoroughly. If you don't understand yourself, let alone others. Actually it is ourselves that confuse us, making unclear about us. Till now, I have basicly see through myself. Weakness is expected to be corrected as soon as I can or it will have a negative impact on my career. Conservation, laziness, habitual thinking, unnatural, all of these are the worst things of my life. I hate them!!! God, can you endow me with particular magic power, which I can use to get rid of the bad ones? I really want to shape a brand new wigi. Since no one can be relied on, just count on myself to build up wonderful dream and realize the dream. At the thought of competitive job market on my graduation, I feel challenging as well as horrid. Competion is so cruel that only persons with comprehensive competitence and a better understanding of themselves can win over others.

Change happens everytime everywhere. It is an obstcle for most of us. But it will generate opportunity at appropriate time.

 I will light up my life with glow.  

Today is a sunny day with high of 25 degree. No nicer day to go on a trip! But the class of the day is so boring that I am down with such sick carriculum. At noon, my good friends make a phone call to me. She said she has no lessons in the afternoon. So an wonderful idea occured to her----SPRING OUTING. I think the same as she. However, I have to attend class of oral and extensive reading.  I would have taken it for granted that spoken language lesson is a little bit interesting. To my great disappointment, it turned out to be one of the most boring lessons I have ever had. Group discussion, listening to the music, we get bored with such activities so long ago. I am afraid we all would have fallen asleep if the lesson had been proonged a minute. Life is colorful, but why do I sometimes feel black and white, especially in such kinda situation?

I learned some useful proverbs, one of which goes: If a jewel falls into a mire, it remains as precious as before; and though dust should ascend to heaven, its former worthlessness will not be altered. That means a person who is integrity, stong-willed and progressive isn't expected to remain character like these even though he is mixed with disgusting things. it reminds us of a sentence of classic Chinese writing----chu yu ni er bu ran. interesting that an English saying can be connected with an old Chinese saying. Our teacher gave several others proverbs such as" The mills of God grind slowly", which is in accord with "tian wang hui hui, shu er bu lou", "A clear conscience laughs at false accusations"----"

qing zhe zi qing".  

 

 

       It's great my space recover from some  mistake. U know what, it has been so long before my space can be opened. I take it for granted that it won't be open since the day it doesn't work.I was considering whether i should open another blog on sina website or others. yet to my surprise, thing's going to get better. 

       PROPOSE A TOAST TO REBORNING OF MY SPACE

       Well, let me say something about This Week. I went through some things, but just trifles, from  which, I'd like to declair that I don't want 2 talk coz I have nothing to talk about. I don't want to compromise coz I am exactly as right as I think. I encourage friends coz they r the persons that I appreciate and have faith on. I have nuts to keep going forward coz I have no choice. I quickly forget something meaningless coz it's not worth keeping in mind. I live the life to fullest coz I don't like being ordinary. 

       Things change, people change. This could happens in a sudden moment, which puzzles me. Yesterday is totally different from today. I am afraid of tomorrow. what will it be like? Will it be another world I simply cannot immediately adapt myself to? Some one I promise I will cherish in the rest of my life. A forever in my heart. But how long does "forever" take? It has never ever taken place! regretfully,I am unable to look through some people around me and things around people as well, sometimes even myself.

       I am not convincing myself what I am doing is right.

       I am only convinced what I am doing is on my way. 

      

       

 

It has been seven days since the beginning of the new sememster during my sophemore year. How about my school life of the week? Haha, it’s relaxing. Usually the first week isn’t busy. I got plenty of time for my own use. To my pleasure, I can surf the internet in my dormintory coz I brought a notebook to school. That means I can play online as long as I’d like to. But the main use of the computer is studying, which I should keep in my mind. My parents and relatives always tell me: good good study, day day up, haha. Next week, I will sign up some courses to continue my french study and English interpretor. So I take it for granted that busy days will come soon. What confuses me is why the interpretor course is that expensive. The way of teaching like that makes it so easy to make money. Many people advised not to attend such course based on the facts that high tuition on one hand and the low level of acception by all Chinese people but widely acception by Shanghainese on the other hand. But in my point of view, one is sure to achieve what he wants if he learns attentively and does at all costs. My aim is not to acquire the qualificaiton diploma. I just wanna improve myself and rich my daily life. Since I show great interest in English, I will learn it by heart as possible as I can.

     今天放学的时候，我亲眼目睹了一次规模不大却引起不小骚动的火灾.事故发生在我校对过二楼一家餐厅内.而当时我就在距离那家餐厅旁边一点点的位置,工作人员及时疏散了餐厅周围的人,因此我并没有被伤到.于是，我立刻跑到楼下,只见餐厅后面的一根输气管道被熊熊烈焰吞噬,燃烧势头正猛.消防队火速赶到现场进行处理,当他们打开餐厅大门,一阵阵浓密的黑烟顷刻间喷射而出,使得餐厅笼罩在一片灰色之中...

     其实说这件事不是针对事件本身,只是感到消防员的抢险补救工作效率有待提高.在我印象里,始终认为消防队员或者类似的工作人员处理事故现场的时候应该是有条不紊的,但是通过今天的火灾,摆在我面前的是与有条不紊截然相反的作风,跑到楼上餐厅处理火灾的消防队员对楼下的队员大声吆喝着(难道他们没有通讯设备?),要求他们送上水管,而下面的队员在关键时刻没有迅速做出反应,而是僵持了一小段时间(这段时间内餐厅外充斥着消防队员的叫喊声和命令声,场面一片混乱)再快速跑到楼上,把水管交给楼上的消防队员.

     如果餐厅内有员工被大火所困,生命奄奄一息,本应该获救的生命却由于消防队员拖沓的工作节奏和缺乏的通讯设备无法继续绽放,那么消防队是不是形同虚设了呢?!

          

明天，我将乘上开往松江大学城的汽车，能够想象数以万计莘莘学子们背着行囊，和父母匆忙的穿梭于大学城，这意味着一段新的征程即将开始。而我也将成为壮观景象中的一道独特的风景线。昨晚，和妈妈一起看电视的时候，妈妈嘱咐我许多在学校生活中要注意的事，我点头应和，其实，真正的没听进去多少。那个时候心里有些烦，每次开学之前这种情绪总会如约而至，面对那么多不可预料的事情和那么多要用力去看透却还是没法看透的人，一种恐惧感便悄然涌上心头。在家里，我可以完完全全彻彻底底沉浸在自己的内心世界，可是大学，那个有些复杂的地方，并不是一个可以让自己随心所欲的地方，在校园里，我始终感到被某种未知的因素制着约，这种感觉就好比想大声的喊大声的叫，却在那一刻失去了声音，无奈之下只得轻声叹息，继续前行，前行着寻找自己的平衡点。

不知道谁说过，人来到这个世界就是来受苦的，如果昨天晚上我在思考以上事情的时候，想到这句话，或许我会释然一些，心想：每个人都在受苦嘛，自己只不过是芸芸众生中的一个不起眼的小兵，无数的人比自己还要苦呢。但是，事实上这是一种妥协，一种借口，有远大抱负的人是不可以沾染上这种妥协和借口的。绝对不可以。

无论我们如何设想前方的道路，该来的总会来，不用向我们报道，有的时候我们甚至无须准备，因为准备了也是多余的，未来有太多不确定性因素。

不想想太多了，做好现在的事情吧。