Days are turnig back. It's an awful day. Absolutely! Now I am in a situation which seemed to happen several ago. What should I say? My thoughts are detained by an uncertain thing I simply can not figure out. It hinder me from thinking efficiently. It makes me obsessed in depression. Damn it!!! I repeat the same things as done not long ago. To what? Improve myself? Or till now, I haven't achieved any although I spend time and effors. Everything is gonna back off the apparent time.

To my disappointment, I shoud not know how to right articles in the form of homework. There is no inspiration, no coherence. My preparation is not enough compared with others'. My oral presentation is poor to the worst. I have a poor memory. Oh my god!!! What should I do?

Friends told me a boy I like a little has got a girl friend who studys the same major as me and are younger one year than me. Guess what my reaction is... A little bit frustructured. What can I do? Nothing. Just bless them!

I find out I become more and more silent. I am not good at talking but I have to. That's not what I want. Limited with surrroundings, I am not able to change it. As an saying goes, one is sure to break out in silence if he does not die out.

I am a strong and silent type. See it trough. That's me.

Nothing's gonna prevent me from doing anything I want. Nothing!!!

一丝恐惧悄然而至

害怕上帝的责问 害怕撒旦的目光

思想有多远 就能走多远

对此 坚信不疑

所以一直磨砺着思想

眼神木然却未曾犹豫 坚定信念

穿梭于彳亍漠然的街道

寻觅

酣畅淋漓的快感 在收获时

时而夹杂

通彻心扉的落魄 在失意时

 

赋予一切行动未来的意义

壮志凌云　凄美而悲壮

金戈铁马　气吞万里如虎

轰轰烈烈　与光阴一同奔赴时代的洪流

莫驻足 莫回首

岁月　经不起蹉跎

 

 

 

夜已深

思绪慢慢沉淀 却又渐渐浓郁起来

坐在电脑台前，望着屏幕 敲打心情 一如从前

周围的一切 沉静得有些令我害怕

分明是有人的 为什么不说话 也许 真的睡着了

也许 我应该与她们一样 快快睡着 然后 醒来

再然后 继续 睡

 

可恶的小虫 紧紧贴在屏幕上 赶不走

放弃吧  我心想

片刻后 它百无聊赖地飞离了我的视线

对于一些事情 顺其自然得让它发展或许比刻意而为之能得到更好的效果

重要的是有一颗经得起折腾的“耐”心，世上不只有一种小虫恋上我的屏幕 不是么

 

要睡了 却舍不得 舍不得美妙却又潜伏危机的夜

那令人窒息并且充满诱惑的美常常让我迷失生活的方向

 

真的要睡了 不能再留恋了因为 还有明天

百尺竿头 更进一步     摧枯拉朽     莺歌燕舞

苦心孤诣    别具匠心   推陈出新    歌舞升平

欲壑难填    别出心裁   昭然若揭    买椟还珠

百步穿杨    鹬蚌相争 渔翁得利      众矢之的

白驹过隙    出尔反尔   欲盖弥彰     形单影只

蹉跎岁月    振振有词   饮水思源     感激涕零

争风吃醋    仁者见仁 智者见智      忠心耿耿

一夫当关 万夫莫开      源远流长    众望所归

狐假虎威    行云流水   好高鹜远     高瞻远嘱

指桑骂槐    痛定思痛   克勤克俭     前车之鉴

杯弓蛇影    目光如鼠   同仇敌忾     负隅顽抗

黄梁一梦    支离破碎   和衷共济     振聋发聩

星罗棋布    光怪陆离   刻舟求剑     醍醐灌顶

安静 安静 喜欢安静的人对吵闹的人说

说话 说话 喜欢吵闹的人对安静的人说

安静对吵闹说:可以在我需要安静的时候保持安静么

吵闹对安静说:可以在我需要吵闹的时候保持吵闹么

安静和吵闹无法满足对方的要求

因为不会换位思考 所以选择拒绝

于是 吵闹的继续吵闹 安静的继续安静

一直吵闹 一直安静

安静的人越发安静 吵闹的人越发吵闹

 

 

原来不是所有的事都可以倾诉
原来有些事比我想象中的还糟
原来有些事是可以为我左右的
原来爱的力量可以改变所有人
原来我是如此热爱身边的朋友
原来我无法表达我真实的情感
原来我是个容易不耐烦的坏蛋
原来我对生活中的琐事很不屑
原来我有那么一点自卑和害羞
原来我不懂得如何用爱回报爱
原来可以用我的力量改变不足

错误的事物表面往往金光闪闪　璀璨夺目　

引诱人们深陷其中　沉湎于吸食鸦片般的快感　

待到梦醒时分　为时已晚　早已不可自拔

只有不惜一切代价　失去了原本不该失去的　而换来的只是对于自身的救赎

就这样　一场没有硝烟的战役打响了　不在乎输或赢

但求轰轰烈得战一回　去他的遗憾和悔恨　

一个因为上战场而不带枪即便幸免于难的士兵是无法原谅的　

更可耻的是当借口成为他为自己狡辩的利器

 

上帝说　要热爱自己　热爱生活

我同意后者　我很热爱生活

春天的活泼与蓬勃　秋天的唯美与含蓄

幻化为内心一道明丽的风景　嘴角因此而上扬

喜欢欣赏沿途的风景　在拥挤的公车上　在静谧的校园里

善于捕捉身边美好的人或事　那是滋养心灵最佳的养料

 

对于前者　我理解　但恐怕我不同意

热爱自己　必须善待自己　却掩盖了对与错

热爱自己　必须原谅自己　却模糊了是与非

热爱自己　意味着时间的迷离　个体的折损

 

像我这种人　怎么可以　怎么可以

 

　　

　　　　

Oh, my God. Project makes me fell sick. Teatcher told us we have to choose one issue and find three different artilces about the same issue. This is the first problem. Because students can select article in Chinese as well as in English. Till now, I have no idea which issue to choose----factually I only know less than few hot issues of which some issues is deemed too simple to analysize, let alone pick from English one or Chinese one. Second problem lies in analysis. I convince myself that I can analysize the issue if it has been settled down. But I am afraid my analysis superfical and short of depth. Having studying the example teacher give us, I appreciate her profound analysis. What if I am not capable of doing an excellent job as she did?

The analysis requires us to probe into the issue with professional angles in different headlines, processes, writing styles and ethical values.

I had better make the first step as soon as I can.

God bless me!

No threat, no competition

Piece was the eternal melody

Time lapsed quietly

People passed their simple life day after day

As they were in Stone Age

Then, a shrine in ruins

Lands and rivers produced preliminary civilization

However it faded away gradually

No more revolution, if ever

People went into exile by the lake with stiffness

Why did it come int being

Catch a glimpse of Eurasia

And you will find answer

 

他,内敛,沉稳

阳光点缀他帅气的脸

微风亲吻他温柔的唇

一个心向大海向往蓝天的人

一个沉溺绝望讥笑死亡的人

 

矛盾的个体啊

 

善良的他不爱说话 却调皮得惹人爱

单纯的他笑得天真 却失意得惹人怜

回忆使他越发沉默

沉思使他突破局限

希冀使他生如夏花

只为一句誓言

誓死不腐烂

 

集万千宠爱于一身

众星捧月般得呵护

 

他 值得拥有